Well that gives us a pretty good idea of why your memories must not be err...remembered I guess.

[The doctor took another candy to unwrap it and balanced it on her upper lip while she thought, watching the treat till she was cross eyed. She was letting her guard down so to speak.]

Now speaking from my expertise, repressed memories are often the brains way of dealing with something particularly traumatic. If something terrible happened to you while you were being a Magi back home this could be how you instinctively tried to cope with it.

[She tilts her head slightly letting the candy fall into her mouth and chewing it with a crunch.]

So the next question is...if that's the case do you really wanna find out what that hypothetical terrible thing might be?