[ Well at least this sudden mood shift made it easier for her to talk about things that were otherwise really uncomfortable for her.]

I...well I wished to escape. The bad place I was in. Some people were gonna hurt me, maybe in a way I couldn't come back from.

[She sighed leaning against the wall still somewhat fascinated with Rika's skill despite her size and apparent age. No kids she knew could make tampura.]

I should have thought bigger...wished to save everyone. But I was selfish I guess. Scared.